03.12.08

Posted in Random Thoughts at 11:17 pm by Lawrie

Wow, it’s been a long time since I’ve posted here. Time to get the cobwebs out, I suppose.

It’s hard for me to believe that trip to Boston in my last entry was over six months ago. It’s kind of interesting to re-read that post and realize I had no idea what I was going to decide to do a few months later. (I think the three people who read this all know what I’m talking about. In case you don’t, email me, and I’ll catch you up.) It reminds me of how limited my view really is. In my life, I often feel like things are going to be the way they are right now forever, which can either be a really great thing or a really bad thing, depending on what is going on at any given moment. Sometimes I wish I had a timetable that would tell me when I would get to the next mountain top experience or when a particularly frustrating time in a valley would be over. And yet, I realize that having such knowledge about my future would be more of a curse than a blessing. I would probably spend so much time counting down to the next event that I would be unable to enjoy each day for what it is.